last day of the year 31-12-2010

today marks the last day for the year.....

so many things come so many things go....

now to think back everything flash through my brain just like a that.....

alot has happen this year....

my mom age so much

she is still the prettiest girl in my heart but seeing her age hurts me....

my sister pops up a question telling me she accepted jesus out of no where !!!

well to be an understanding brother i accepted it as i am in a catholic since elementary...

relationship of best friends with Jasmine grew fonder as we had fight and whatever crap

happened it was left behind us... thank lord...

Zoo Friends grew .... from the original 8 members to 14 people...

well we are going to our zoo frenz trip later 6th January (Love them so much)

EJ comes in saying she has lost trust in alot of things and have turn to Christianity for answer

(i am sorry but sometimes the war between the heart and mind is hard to control)

PS: she finally graduated...

house-mate changes as the old ones got a little murky....

well i just take a little poison apple to kill snow white same goes to friendships....

i made it to the finals of ASQ 10 MV Directors

well even though i did not win the competition but it has been a very good experience...

and it has open a lot of doors to me...

i finally met someone... someone i could feel i can sacrifice myself for....

someone i can stay together with, someone i won't mind going the extra mild for, someone that even though i am angry at but will have the urge to forgive and continue loving that someone, someone who can melt my heart with a single smile...

but too bad i am stuck in this oblivion of no turning back.... chasing something that may not belong to me... but still i cant get my mind out of that someone....

heard the father of a close friend pass away in a motor accident....

tells me how life is so precious....

well so many people come into my life and walk away from it.....

i wish nobody ever walks away again from me again in the years to come

my new year resolution for 2011 is simple.....

-i could graduate without any obstacles....

-no more financial obstacles...

-finally been noticed and appreciated...

-to have a wonderful sad free life.....

-all my love ones to be happy and healthy

-the world to be a better place

Love,

~GiNo

the answer to forever

how could i not remember,

of a month called December,

a month filled tears and laughter,

month where my hearts surrender,

to the fate of your smiling splendor,

how could i not remember,

how your lips so tender,

touched mine with such wonder,

felt like i'm on top of a ladder,

all the hardships we endeavor,

how could i not remember,

a month called December,

where you left for another,

my scream and shout would not matter,

as you cannot feel how my heart shatter,

how could i not remember,

how fate set us up together,

when you told me you do not believe in forever,

but i have finally learn from the fore-father,

even for a second if its you it felted like forever,

how could i not remember,

this lovely month of December.

Luv,

~GiNo

What is this Shit ???

a short post....

well totally busy this few months....

1st it was all about intern....

then its FYP season for your info FYP = final year project....

well still i am planning to send my video to Astro NextGen Contentpeneur Award

well everything still in the planning basis well closing date is coming soon

all movie makers out there come on join in !!!

http://www.astro.com.my/nca2010/

thats the link....

remember prize money for each category is 10K ..... $_$

wish me luck !!

Luv,

Gino

Ranting !!

what's going on with me recently....

felt so tired ...

emotionally, physically, and mentally !!!

everything is not going my way....

my birthday is coming again....

things are going so wrong.....

i feel so sad....

i am the strong Gino that everyone thought i am....

yes i am ... i kept telling myself....

but i getting tired....

there is so many things i am going through alone....

no one in this competitive world seems trustable .....

its me against the world.....

so many things inside me right now.... but all inside are just sorrow....

you think you know everything but the truth is you don't know anything....

coming out into the world is  very tiring.... there is no mommy to run to when your sad.....

there is no one to pad your hair and say everything will be ok....

well its because we grow up....

no one to rely on but ourself.....

sometimes i feel who am i ???

what's my value in everybody's heart....

someone keep telling me i think too much....

yes i think too much...

i am paranoid....

i am chauvinistic....

i am a control freak....

i am lousy idiot who thinks he knows everything.....

i am just hurt..... 

hurt hurt hurt....

tears don't even flow anymore....

when until i can really let down my guard......

Luv,

~GiNo

some random rants..... 

What is me ? what is us ? what is we ?

sometimes I feel sick and tired of everything....

i feel like i need to go to a place where nobody knows me....

unfamiliar and yet safe....

felt like running away from all the commitments i have with me.....

sometimes i felt nobody understands me at all....

i always do question the meaning of life... its to vast for me to know all now.....

i always do question the meaning of love... its to complicated for me to understand now.....

i always do question the meaning of ME...

well me is a word i would use all the time....

whenever you are not happy and want someone to shout at.....

theres only me....

when you want someone to really care about your feelings....

theres only me....

if want to find someone to hear random rants......

theres only me.....

whenever you need someone to read your mind.....

theres only me....

whenever you have something to share....

then there's us....

whenever you praise and said things that soothes the ear......

then there's us....

whenever give out care and love.....

then there's us....

whenever you're have more money.....

then there's us....

whenever you look gorgeous.....

then there's us.....

whenever you share.....

then there is a we.....

whenever you go party......

then there is a we....

whenever you're having fun.....

then there is a we....

its all about the giving and taking..... LOVE ??? LIFE ??? ME ??? US ??? WE ???

i dont mind giving more....

i dont hope for repayment.....

all i need is appreciation.....

Luv,

~>GiNo

Who Are We ???

there has been some serious racial issues going around recently....

well tomorrow is the national day.... well my home Malaysia ...

well i would say my home as i was born here not anywhere else....

if you ask me am i a chinese ? the answer is yea... as in from china? hell no.....

i cant even speak chinese properly what makes me a real chinese ???

but i am proud to say that i am better than any mainland chinese as i am multi-lingual !

i speak chinese and english since young ... was later taught malay in schools

well if you ask me am i a chinese ? i would love to say erm malaysian ?

but issues of racism rising... (such a shame)

i am from Malaysia and Malaysia only both my parents too...

i don't get it what s wrong with the older generations still lingering in those issues of Bumiputera and non bumi's...

if achieving 1 malaysia is in mind then the rights of the people in malaysia must not be define by our skin colors....

to me malaysian is malaysian not malay, chinese, indian or any other races....

i am happy to have lived in Malaysia a country i can call my home...

filled with wonderful places, different cultures and ethnicity....

a true merdeka spirit is when each everyone of us let go of our ego of skin colors and forget of the past.....

why i say so ?

well, issues only comes in if the old keep feeding the younger generations with with stories of the past....

the only way for malaysia to be truly achieve its freedom is by liberate younger people's mind from this stories.... we are all educated from young we don't need any other people to tell us the stories over and over again.... so...

why stick with the past when everyone is walking towards future...

well let us younger generation stop thinking about the past and walk to the future together....

then we are at least a few step closer to becoming a great country

i just read a blog post from the great grand daughter of our the late Tunku Abdul Rahman regarding this issue....

well i feel what she said was quite true....

(For the concept to succeed, I think the government should stop with the race politics. It's tiring, really. We grew up with application forms asking us to tick our race. We should stop painting a negative image of the other races, stop thinking about 'us' and 'them' and focus on 'we', 'our' and 'Malaysians'.) quoted from her blog

well i truly hope the idea's of Malaysia as One could come true.....

Happy Birthday Malaysia

Merdeka !!

Astro Star Quest 2010 (2010年Astro新秀大赛) Mv shoot : Yi Poi's MV, on my owned now

Yi Poi 张诒博 - Yi Liu 遗留 from Gino Cheah on Vimeo.

it have been already a year passed since last years Astro Star Quest 2010 (2010年Astro新秀大赛) Mv shoot...
well this time of the year i am now on my own....
this i shoot my own MV not working for any directors this time....
well directing is not easy ...
tough and brain consuming... but another fun for me

this Mv is all plan, directed, art direct, director of photography, editing and so on by me....
well i did have my own crew to this time...
and who else if it isn't my team of warriors the Zoo Frenz...
having them around helping was my pleasure...

well shooting this is very challenging 1 day, 1 Mv, 1 artist, 1 winner, 1 director, and 1 camera
faced tonnes of troubles like... traffic completely blocked from entering the artist's hotel due to a gargantuan marathon held around KL....
Then a race against time as everything has been delayed....
then camera kept overheating....
the prop Vespa we were supposed to used broke down... had to rewrite the script and flow on the spot...
well then location of house problem ...
well and a lot of teeny weeny problems didn't mention...
but doing it was my passion and lucky with gods blessing everything seems to end quite ok although its not what i wanted but i manage to finished it....

So have a look in the Mv and let me know what you think....
well its not perfect and not the champion but its still the top 5 Mv's hahaha


Luv,
~>GiNo

POKEMON

this is a short post.....

i was browsing searching through the net and guess what i have found ???

its pokemon !!!

its a group pics with all the pokemons in it !!!

fuiyoh !!!!!

Luv,

~GiNo

(photo's of me and Boon in office credited to Gacky and his colleagues' fish eye)

Well i can officially say that i have spent this few months of my life making myself completely packed with thousands of things to do....

My house seems to be a place for me to just sleep....

everyday after i open my eyes it would be bathing then work and then lunch, office then back to work...

then a few weeks ago i even touch a competition Astro's Astro新秀大赛2010 (Astro Star Quest 2010) MV Director competition.....(making me busy as an ant)

well maybe its my luck manage to be shortlisted to compete in the Final 5 MV Director's

(PS: stories about this event will be up soon bare with me)

Well interning in has took most of the time in my life....

i don't even have time for myself.....

well my wallet is torn yet still haven't had the time to buy one....

need to catch up a lot of movies which i missed this pass few months....

missed my friends a lot.... hahaha....

i will certainly feel very weird when we begin to go back to classes in Uni a few months later

everything won't be the same anymore .... all of our knowledge would grow and we would also mature in a sense...

(Suddenly felt afraid as everyone would be equally good)

to stand out from others i would need to work even harder ....

as in the Creative line no one is safe and on top of the world....

so many things a running through my mind mix feelings and everything don't seem to come as desired....

well i still believe when one door closes another opens......

well got to get back to work....

my next post would be a recap of the MV competition

Luv,

~GiNo

Interning...

June 1st marks the day i start interning ....
everyone my batch is working d.... me and Boon in Cat Eyes Studio, Chili in Live Publisher, Gacky in Ogilvy and Mather, Bao in Evention Media, Jean Cui in Pikaland, Kevin in Bold Trees and Muk in Techmax if the spelling is correct....

everyone is working as intern.... in different company.....
kinda very different from studying in uni...
in office we just work with only colleagues no longer like uni a bunch of friends

The place consist of Kenny the Creative Director and the boss, Jessica the boss too and Ann which is the wife of Kenny handling all adminstrative department ....
next door Jet Tv which is their sister company ....

well my first day as intern already must go shooting....
its a shooting of an infomercial of Anmum Essentials.....
the talents were their ambassador Wardina Safiyyah....
their clients are BBDO Advertising agencies...


the props....




in the set



so my boss gave me and Boon a few task to do...
i did some edging up pictures for the infomercial and touching up not for getting the astro dunno what show is that...(ps: its some kind of girly show)

we were taught about camera's for photo's and video's
about alot of things even editing and design tools....
hahahaha because me and Boon are staying down to earth act like what also dunno
because if we know then we wont be able to have the chance to learn skills from other people as they might think we know already....
so we prefer to say dunno not sure and haven't tried before to keep our self safe

well in office our boss say if got no job please do not ask for any and please go watch TV got astro or use the computers that are free to facebook please...
haiz feel so funny ler.... because during working time we are doing other things like kind of wrong .....

well this is just the 1st week hopefully everything will be better and working out good
6 days work a week with just RM 500 allowance ....
hoping everything will be cool....
well they say we are a big family hopefully everything goes well witht his family

the cat eyes jet tv family



Luv,
~>GiNo

Getaways .....

2 weeks ago went to Cherating for a fun filled getaway with my Zoo Frenz
well i actually wanted to go to Redang at 1st but after discussion due to financial obstacles from other Zoo animals we went to Cherating which is much more cheaper and nearer...


we stayed in a Chalet called Ruby's Resort.....
its next to Club Med Cherating....
sucks right we stayed next to it....
at 1st it was like so eerie as the road there seems like those off road where you only see in American slasher flicks where a bunch of friends goes to this place and camp or something then they were murdered one by one those kinda thing....
the mood seems like it too as the whole beach seems very private and secluded so we had the beach to ourselves because its of peak as its a monday.....

well the owner aunty Ruby was quite fun as she is a very fun and bubbly person
well she is the animal lover the resort is like a freaking petting zoo there is like duck, goose, rabbits, dogs, cats, chicken and tortoises..... she even have a tree house for us to hang out.....

every morning they will serve us American breakfast which has such small portion that cant even filled our Gacky Wai Xin Ling full....

the chalet door frame have been decorated




the chalet fence has been decorated too


we went to Kemaman a few time for food and of course to buy cake for Mr Kevin Tong as we celebrated his birthday at Cherating ... well its early so we hope wont suspect a thing....
hahaha hope likes it


this restaurant is famous for crabs




seaweeed soup




tofu again




Lemon Fried Chicken




this is the famous crab




i actually wanna buy this cake..... but was objected ....ish




well the unforgettable moments there will be the time we went on a night trip to see the fireflies....
and seriously this is one thing i really would like to recommend people going....
and you must find Faizal for it as he has the skill to attract the fireflies and thus u get to touch it as it fly around you... such a magnificent sight but one thing we cant take pictures as the fireflies will be affected if there's any sign of other colored lights so the only lights will be the special torch light made by the dude over there....
so people going to Cherating make sure you guys don't miss this
other than that would be went to the turtle sanctuary to see turtles that have been save and kept until it heals then letting it go back to the sea and other than that the help breed the turtles
well 1st time seeing turtles ...
its a very beautiful animal and its much more cleaner than tortoises which is dirty....
too bad these sea turtles are facing extinction so hopefully people will start to be aware on keeping the beaches clean......

look how petty it is



well enjoyed it there ..... 1st time ever going on a trip with my Zoo Frenz hope there is more to come....

Luv,
~GiNo

a micey business

i interrupt the supposedly post for this particular post....
2 days ago a creature which is well known for its name such as Mickey, Minnie or Jerry
has infiltrate into my humble abode.....

raising chaos among housemate especially a victim of trauma and extreme phobia on mouse name Alvan Chin Ghit Mun. He was in a state of paranoia and hysteria.

the little creature left us with clues of its droppings....
giving me the chance to used it against it.....

traps have been set using Rat Glues and and contaminated flour (Ps: that creatures master piece)

contaminated flour


how the trap looks like.....


mission capturing rat started of.... with me loosing
he kept biting and destroying my stuffs.....
he can move so stealth not noticeable on my eye level and diving in front of me then run and hide .....
so i place another trap on the sink and went up .... one thing is so many traps he manage to eat the bait and left the area but at last he was caught ....

look at him he at the cheese part


but after capturing happiness don't just come in....
i felt guilt and anxiety because i am doing animal cruelty ......
when i want to take it and throw away i can see he was crying squeaking non stop like as if begging me don't kill me while struggling.....
i was reluctance.... but i had no choice..... i close my eyes close i can't bear to look at it suffering....
i quickly take and threw far far from my house.....

sorry little rat i don't mean to kill you....
but you leave me no choice i tried to let you go but you prefer to wreck havoc in my house so.... its either you vanish or i am in pain.....sorry


Luv,
~>Gino

My Sweet Lollipop

Did you know that LG's Lollipop mobile has its own short via the launching in Thailand....
so a romantic classic high school love story is made....
its sweet watching it..... like the style though...

talks about 2 best frienda Gao and Moo which fell for a Korean student exchange girl.....
with language barriers how are they gonna communicate ???

so i am gonna share this romantic episode of 5 to you guys out there.....
presenting.....

Lollipop. Love Story....

episode1



episode 2



episode 3



episode 4



episode 5 (End)



they even their own version of Lollipop thai version title My Sweet Lollipop not the original big bang and 2Ne1 ones
hope i can come up with such creative ways hahahaha.....
using phone emo as a note so cool

Luv,
~>GiNo

Echoes of the Rainbow 歲月神偷

Echoes of the Rainbow 歲月神偷

is a must watch movie ... it stars Simon Yam, Sandra Ng, Aarif Lee and the little boy i dunno whats his name.
this movie is very touching, tells the story of the little boy's family....
his father makes shoes and his mother helps him...
he has a brother who is an excellent student both in academic and athletics...
he admires his brother wishing to be like him someday....

the story tells us on the typical society of Hong Kong whereby everyone is most likely to be very materialistic.
the love of a parent for their children is so great that they will sacrifice everything for them.
a very dramatic family based movie that portrays Hong Kongs lifestyle during the past...

i heard the story was based on a true story...
and they manage to grab a few awards for best newcomer, best male lead and best director if not mistaken.

the theme song:


this song performed by Aarif Lee is splendid... adding the whole essence of nostalgia in the film

and this is the trailer:


love the whole ambiance the settings ...
the color, art direction, the shots and of course the acting.....
i enjoyed it a lot
hope every one did ....recommended indeed


Luv,
~>GiNo

The Endless Journey.... 尋憶

尋憶 the endless journey trailer try out ......

watch out for my short musical film coming soon.....
its directed, story, and edited by me...
hope you guys will give some support hahahaah here is the trailer enjoy....



hope you people like it ....

Luv,
~>GiNo

a designers way...

this is a post to tell about a designers artwork....
most of the time designers like us design ....
then consult clients....
then go back and improve on it.....
so i am just like any other designer....
so did my stuffz...
design, consult and yea improved
see :



how ugly...



still have rooms for improvement ...



to this ..... ^^


well how do you guys think about the whole change ???
interesting....
but i was not happy as it was plagiarize by another artist....
well its not like i wanna make a fuss about it .... but its for our own good....
do not do that .....well i am just saying the truth ....
if those people who read that are not happy with that....
please feel free to talk to me face to face .....


Luv,
~>GiNo

MISF...

last week was working in MISF under De Marcs Event Management....
i was working as crew there....
i do admit it was fun as we went there as a bunch of friends
(Ps: consist of Burger,Chili, Chun Hwa,EJ upposedly Kevin,Gacky,Jean Cui,Shone, Tupai and Xin Leng)

well i never really work as a crew as part of the organizer before but it was quite and experience.
well know some new friends and earn some money that is what that matters the most hahahaha...

MISF was kinda cool as they manage to bring Jimmy Choo in and not forgeting Zang Toi too...
international giants well its a good start...

I was supposed to work in the information counter accompanied by EJ and Hawaii but i was later on shifted to the shoe painting section as there is not enough man-power there...
Gacky was there we were like painting the shoe most of the time as demo....
well it was fun at 1st but when the people keep asking the same FREAKING Question i got annoyed.... What question you ask ???

well this is how it goes
"Leng Zai Li gor hor yi sai mou ?"
"Boleh Cuci tak ?"
"Can it be washed ?"
"Gam Yao Lok hoi mm hor yi tahan ei loi ?"
"It wont come if it rains ?"
"Basuh dengan sabun boleh tanggal tak ?"

try listening to the exact same question repeated every 20 seconds for more than 10 hours will go ballistic... ???

i was like ARGGHHHHHHHHH can some one ask another question ????

but i manage to finish my painted shoe hehehe and its free....
yippie .... but mine is just Pallas Canvas Shoes but Jean Cui got Zang Toi's heels worth of 300 MYR crazy isn't .....
well my shoe just cost 20 MYR sucks to the max....

well anyways i am gonna show my masterpiece here....


















i name it green eye monster....
actually was about to name it green with envy.... but i find it don't work


well this the group pics of everyone i guess.....correct me if i am wrong


Luv,
~>GiNo

Guys And Their Hair !!!

OK actually i am super extremely busy but...
i interrupt this my poster designing and 3D animation time to write about his very funny thing....
but before i start watch this video 1st



so how is it....
stupid right ....
whats wrong with guys nowadays....
have gone out of their mind.... that's like 5 gatsby rubber involve and 1 hair spray ....
not to mention the extra stuffz like hair dryer and the hair straightener (ceramic dunno what shit)
whats gonna happen to his hair....
he is gonna have a very freaking long time washing his hair.....
if he don't wash then its ok.... but that will be yuckz.....
"disgusting"

you can style your hair but not to that kind of extreme state...
besides it looks LALA.... like road thugs....
he don't even look good in that hair to begin with....
shits i am such a hypocrite but i need to say i wanna say ... coz its just over the limits my god.....

hahahaha ok i am going back to work now
don't mind me i am just speaking a piece of my mind

Luv,
~>GiNo

Earth Hour Again 2010

Earth Hour is back this time it has more supporter...
well i just hope really has the tendency of saving Earth not just by doing so because everybody is doing so...

i am a very... what do call ... Eco-fighters something like that....
well i started to segregate my rubbish....
i don't use plastic bag unless i was forced to...
i try to save electricity ...
i support in banning of plastic bags...
i don't use tissue unless i am forced to... if so 1 tissue will be torn in bits by bits so everyone can use
i don't waste food... i finish everything unless those thing i am allergic or traumatize against ya its traumatized...
i love vegetables supporting organic....


well all my friends knows that ... those who are close with me hahahahaa...


well in my thought is everyone living of mother Earth plays a big role and has the responsibility to save earth...
so everyone say he/she is also doing this and that... giving themselves excuses to continue waste Earth's resource.....
well i would say stop giving excuse to yourself....
everyone needs to take their 1st step and change our habits don't take mother Earth for granted ...
she is getting old....


so why not each and everyone of us start slowly one after another....
just like Michael Jackson says ...
"if you wanna make the world a better place, take a look at yourself and make a change"
quoted from his song "Man in the Mirror"


Luv,
~>GiNo

Super Show 2

Hello blog.... its been 10 thousand years i have not updated my blog...
my life was freaking busy .... it was so hectic until there was no time to blog....
there's like tonnes of things i wanted to talk about a millions of things i wanted share....
but each and every post is just written half way hahahaha
isn't that "WONDERFUL" ???

well this post i will start of with Super Junior's 2nd Asian tour concert Super Show 2 held in Stadium Putra, Bukit Jalil Malaysia...
well going to a Korean concert was like erm like something that i wanted to fulfill as last time performing with TVXQ has wasted my chance to enjoy a Korean concert...
PS. korean concert has very well plan story line and special effects, not to mention pyrotechnics, light effects and so on...

well it was not as good as TVXQ's concert but Super Junior fulfilled somethings fans will want the most ...
which is no matter where you sit or stand, you will still have a chance to see them closely...
but out of the 13 original members which consist of Leeteuk, Hang Geng, Heechul, Kyuhyun, Donghae, Shindong, Eunhyuk, Ryeowook, Sungmin, Kang-In, Kibum, Yesung and Siwon

but unfortunately 3 members from the original Super Junior were not there...
rumors has it that Kang-In was jailed from drinking and driving, Hang Geng is having problems with contract, and Kibum is always not around as usual.

but they brought 2 members of Super Junior M Henry and

The concert was cool but not the best yet...
the dancing part was good...
i like the choreography though as it consist of alot of interactions with the audience so nobody gets left out...

well as usual i am gonna share pictures of the concert just like MAA and all the other concerts



the stage



me at Super Show 2



a opening clip



the overture



Eunhyuk in the opening



Yesung acting cool



lightings



why is he wearing a mask ?



omigowd what kind of pose is this



Eunhyuk is there stretching



Donghae singing



what is Siwon and Donghae looking at ?



where is Donghae going ?



Sungmin dunno doing what



this pic looks confusing



Sungmin isn't it ??



pyrotechnics



cool LCD panel



Kyuhyun singing



another song



look at Shindong



formation



bust a move



dancing



Kyuhyun the pimpled face kangaroo



Eunhyuk the anchovies



they cross dress



Donghae getting ready while Heechul is wearing shoes and Siwon is dunno doin what



Leeteuk crying



Siwon pose in a dueling scene


so i am back .... and hope you guys will wait for my next post soon


Luv,
GiNo