When i was....

this was the picture capture when i went HOME...

ok its already a month ago but No Fuck about it....
just post ler.... hahahaha
sorry my peepz who have been like asking for pictures from for centuries d.... hahaha sorry guys
so now i am posting it up ... grab people...

Choo Choo Birthday was one the event i was able to join hahaha


Ansel, Choo Choo and me ....
its been so long guys since we had so much fun haiz....




hahaha lomo...... very lomo...




com whoring all the way



cam whore again in the car




me n Choo choo




what is Ansel doing




one cake for each




went to Secret recipe to yumcha



Alice was back from Singapore too...
what an coincidence man....
lucky thing we manage to go out for a short gathering ....
miss her alots...


Ansel and Alice




me and lovely Marion



Me, Alice and Dawn in Gurney new wing



capture by Dawn candid of us




this wat i call letter box effects man hahaha

miss you guys...
next meet CNY....


luv,
~GiNo

Heavy ....

hearts are heavy
well still i have to do it.....

i have been neglecting my blog for a months now 2 weeks in penang and 2 weeks in PJ
well i am back....

well i have been back penang healing ....
from what ??
from all this nonsense in PJ

although the moments in Penang
or where i call it "Home"
was boring but i can find it relaxing....

Everyday i had the same routine....
my sister will wake me up around 6.55 in the morning
to fetch her to school....
i would drive my white gen-2 out and drop her ...
drive back home
wake my mommy up and then go back to sleep....
wake up eat lunch with bro and sis....

after lunch will sit down play ps2 or psp or watch anime with my bro
at night go eat dinner with family aroud 11 after mommy finishes her work

everyday repeat the very same routine exceot a few days was like...
go meet up with friends yumcha
met Shwu Fen and Dawn....
went out with Ansel and celebrate birthday with Chloe
have a date with Marion
dim sum with Lex
gathered with Ivan and Alvin.... to have a long dinner gossip chat with Girlie
it was so much fun....
even life was slow and dull but i can really relate myself to this place i call home....

this time back i learn alot of things....
my high school principal reverend brother Paul Ho has left the school...
a junior turn to a girl (ps: i was in a boys school)
schoolmate have baby d....
some other schoolmates getting married soon....
some have been in politics...
some have gone to Japan...
some prefer to come back from UK to work...
some came home and failed exams but prefer to stroll around shopping...
some become a pilot...
some have became a buyer...
some still retain their path or some even decides to let go and go somewhere else to start over....

home was never the same but yet this is the place i can see myself laugh without worries, cry without hatred, sleep without nightmares and love without doubts

this time around Penang island has been listed in UNESCO so everything is protected now
and everything charge now ....
this made it even better now.....

but times flies ...
i need to leave home once more
my heart is heavy ... to leave behind
the way i comb mommy's hair,
the way me and my bro and sis cuddle in the bed
the way i roll around in my bed with my siblings
the way i drive my white Gen-2
the way my dad tells the news
the way the cool air feels
the taste of mommy's cooking
the taste of bro's cooking
the taste of friendship
the way i make my sister shout
the way my bro cook
the way that i worry less


missing every single bit of it......


PJ seems just like the forbidden city....
a place of vengeance, a place of hatred, a place of betrayal, and a place of fakers
life in the city is filled with doubts...
as i know when i step back here war will begin....


Luv,
~GiNo

we live we learnt

23 years in the world ....
and i have pick up quite alot of things in this walk of life...

once there was some one who told me...
"you don't have to tell the world you sacrifice a lot for them you just have enjoy helping them...."
-My Mom

once there was some one who told me...
"always be courageous to fight for your dreams..."
-Girlie Thoh

once there was someone who told me...
"friends knows when to let you show off..."
-Raeburn Ng

once there was some one who told me...
"friends never say bye they just say see you..."
-Jiao Wei

once there was someone who told me...
"hidup biar selamba... "
-Jasmine Chuah

once there was some one who told me...
"dude your too young to worried about life on your birthdays..."
-James Lim

once there was some one who told me...
"i am here to buy you guys a little bit of happiness..."
-Vernon Ong

once there was some one who told me...
"when you wanna give up think about the road you have through..."
-Chili Wong

once there was someone who told me...
"don't make a promise if you can't keep it..."
-Alice Chong

once there was some one who told me...
"every cloud has its silver lining..."
-Marion Grace

once there was some one who told me...
"nobody knows what tomorrow holds appreciate your love ones 1st..."
-Ej Lim

once there was some one who told me...
"there is nothing to fear i still have you guys..."
-Gacky Wai

once there was some one who told me...
"why so calculative if we are friends..."
-Ansel Ng

once there was some one who told me...
"don't let people hold you back...go all out a reach for your dreams"
- Ah Bing

once there was some one who told me...
"you must not let people who look down on you condemned your future..."
-Tony Lim

once there was some one who told me...
"love is about giving and taking...its not about how much you gave and how much you will get back..."
-Viviene Choo

once there was some one who told me...
"sex is a very intimate process of 2 lovers showing their affections for each other not about pleasure..."
-Ester Soon

once there was some one who told me...
"friendship is about using each other..."
-Ivan Teh

once there was some one who told me...
"friendship is about watching each others back"
-Edi

well this these are the people who say quotations in my life that i remembered ...
there is still alot but ... i wont be writing it down....

there alot of influential people in my life...
my mom ... my hero...
some that thought me how to sacrifice, to love, to hate and to be myself...
along the way.... i met with Girlie Thoh a mentor a dance teacher and a god mother....
she was the one who encourage me and letting me realize my talents...
and encourage me to fight for my interest and not my parents interest....

then there was the twins Alice and Marion who thought me about love, sacrifice and relationships.... and this where i 1st experience true friendship....
it was Jasmine the one who is ever so independent and follow me all the from Penang to KL to start up new here... she is the one who told me i am good looking person and should not hide it...
hahaha funny right ....?

then there's Ansel who teaches me what is breakthrough by accepting himself...
it was then when i reach kl i met Edi ... which is helping me all the time...
although he is busy with his life... he is like a big brother to me at that time....

not long after i met EJ who is some one who is not afraid to take sides...
a friend indeed and some one u really can call friend... some one who can watch your back....

its was after the Mtv asia awards where i met Vernon that thought me about brotherhood... someone that lead me and evolve my art sense... and Edmond some one that open my horizons to the world Filming....

when i reach degree there was Chili a girl who always have my back cover...
whenever i needed the help she was there ....
then later on as time passes there came people like the Zoo Friends which always never failed to make my day...
they were the once who never failed to give me a chance to share with them what i have learnt so far....

my life is still changing and improving passing by the lessons of life...
well i am not perfect ... but i hope people would accept my imperfection
and accept me for who i am and not what i am not....
influential people, influential quotation, influential life...
thanks you .....


once again happy belated birthday Gino Cheah Sin Liang



Luv,
~GiNo

23rd year among the living !!!

i am 23 years old already....
means i am one step closer to death ... hahaha
well life and death is part of life....
why taking it so serious .....? right ?

well this year surprisingly i am not emo....
well most of the time i am kinda emo during birthdays....
but this year i am not ....
and other than that i learn more about life once again....

well my birthday was great....
My zoo friends plan a really great surprise...
really caught me out of my expectation...
ps: they suck at surprises coz they got busted in almost every surprise but this time it really got me... good job guys
never expected it.... as i thought we were celebrating for another girl Xin Leng ....
and she thought it was for me....
but it was for both of us...
we went to barbecue at May's house... that's the 1st leg of the celebration.....


barbecue gonna cause cancer ...



ding dong Gacky....with oily face



Lian with some funny freakish pose



whats with the eyes girl..... and the senyum sinis-sinis



Chili too happy to see the chicken wings



Burger Liew so happy lor.... got chicken



me and XinLeng cutting cake hahahaha cutting cake ceremony



Tupai handing over their present to me



see got camera recording some more like what conference like that



we are not getting married



my cake and her cake



look what they gave me.... they really love me ....
yep its sony erricsson K770i....crazy right
i love you guys too GD3 and my Zoo Friends....plus EJ for the precious present....
and EJ thanks for the Pull And Bear Wallet, Angus for the RM30, Hui Jun for your white chocolate macadamia and oreo cheese from Secret Recipe...
that day almost made me teary .....
lucky thing i can tahan or else sure habis let them record all the ugly part.....
boys and girls thank you i am really really very touched by the gift....
you guys know i need a phone a lot and guys go to the extend give me one ....
thank you guys so much it really meant alot to me....


during the eve we went to Hulu Langat for dinner.... and counting down

well after we makan pose for some pictures



group pics with Boon, Angus, Ej and HuiJun



as usually Angus likes to act cute



HuiJun such a poser



Boon what are you thinking dude



thats a flare ok !

then after that they were suppose surprise me at home....
but they failed to do so because i saw Ej in her car ...
i was suspecting something
but i still i never thought will have so many people in my room surprising me.....
well thank you guys EJ, Hui Jun, Angus, Tupai, Chili, Gacky, Jean Cui, Kevin, ChunHwa, Lian and Keng-Keng....


birthday went to kimchi haru again.... they surprise me with KimBap again...
well they told me KimBap is usually eaten on celebration so well What The Fuck....



bloated ..... after the meal....


hope you guys enjoy the pictures....
guys i love u guys alot ....
thanks for all the wishes through sms .... from Singapore to Taiwan thanks ...
sorry that it cost money hahaha....
and thanks to all the 171 wishes in Facebook hahahaa...

once again thanks and i love you guys ....
i really appreciate it ..... thanks for all the love and care
its unforgettable


Luv,
~GiNo

life is a bitch

ok inspired by the word "life is a pitch" i kinda change it a little hahaha
who cares.... people who really know me knows i am obnoxious....
i pick my nose, i fart in public, i say vulgar language, i talk loudly, i dun wear appropriately, i put legs up high, and i don't care much about my image

don't look at my face thinking that i am like all those goody to shoes hahaha
apparently i am not those kind of people....
so most likely there's a lot of people saying that he or she will be different talking craps and sucking up to me.....
but after meeting me and mingle with me or know me deeper....
they will eventually a gap will appear ....
dunno why but it happens.... disappointed after another promising they will be different hahaha
sweet talk hahahaha....

so people i talk trash sometimes... i am straight forward... i am annoying... i said things that people don't like to hear (which is the truth) i have not much real friends that i can really talk to i am not those fakers you get pretending to be good and back-stabbed you in the back
i am those who are not afraid to take sides...(hate those people who likes to stay neutral and not siding with anyone where's is your balls for guys and where is your dignity for girls)
if they are your friend just stand up and take sides.... that's what i call friendship....
if don't take sides then i know where you stand....
damn right i hate those neutral people...a bunch of wannabe good guy fakers...
well went to 3 yumcha session with friends....
1st its with the zoo friends, then with EJ and Hui Jun and after that some guy talk with the guys....
well talk about alot of things.... talk until now which is 7.11 exactly....
hahaha well really felt so much saliva used up hahaha...
well talking about life and how it sucks....
talking about love, sex, whores, relationships and whatever there is to talk about....
well life really was kinda sucky for me this pass few days where everything has been kind of boring and slow...
rain so much this few days and i look into the mirror to see how much i have grown up into....
i got more gray hair than my mom now.... i got wrinkles ... i have zits.... i have eye bag.... i lost weight.... i even lost my tummy.... i lost sanity....
well i almost lost everything.... but i havent lost 1 thing which is my memory....

all the sweet times and bad times is still freshly broiling in my bloody brain....
for me friendship is a very important part of my life
there are friends who will laugh with you but wont be there to sacrifice for you
there are friends who will laugh and go through the hard times with you sacrificing themselves....
well i am starting think and search through that memory of mine .....
are there any ???
well i have got the answers already.....
well some are hard to accept but what to do life is a bitch........


Luv,
~GiNo

The Famine !

well this is another catch up post
this talks about 30 Hours of Famine....

well this is an annual event sponsored by World Vision to support children from around the world from hunger and education....
well the tradition is those campers will have to puasa but they can drink water but not eating....
for 30 hours.....
so the entry fee for the camp will be by collecting donations for a minimum of 150 ringgit....
ps: honestly i think its kinda ripped off hahahaa

i volenteered myself as photographer in one the DIY camp conducted before proceeding to gargantuan countdown in Stadium Putra Bukit Jalil...
but due to the influenza A(H1N1) alot of precaution has to be made as they are handling with thousands of people ....
so antiseptic sprays, mask, and thermal check-up is done one by one which made the whole process a little bit slow....

it was a nice experience seeing all the people starving and achieving their goals after 30 hours ...
but all they did it was for a good cause...
although some may not be sincere though but whatever it is whoever really did it deserves a sign of respect a salute from me....
so people who didn't really famine themselves please .....
"put your pillow higher and think properly" its a Cantonese saying hahaha....
hopefully the next time you will be sincere .....


campers talking





campers combining strength to built homes with newspaper





Raeburn Ng curi ambil wan this gambar






this is also hasil Raeburn Ng





camp group pics from KKB kuku bird nope u got that wrong its Kuala Kubu Baru






outside waiting to be check my temperature







morning excercise





singing the famine anthem





people go crazy with A-Mei






3-2-1 yam seng... drink soya milk ......



this is my famine experience .......

and it really open my eyes....
on the how suffering those children were around the world....
every time i think i am suffering .... look at them they don't even have the chance to even start learn ... to make things worse they most of them are thrown out from school due to poverty.....
let us just appreciate what we have and those who needed it when we have the chance...
sincerely of course in our might .....




Luv,
~GiNo

Perfect....

went for the movies just now to watch "Orphan".....
ans saw this remarkable ad.....
i can say only a word i think this is the best thing on earth !!!

watch it for yourself



this Ad
is about life ....
its about love....
its about kindness .....
its about care ....
its a perfect world
a Utopia .....

how i wish the world like this exist..... i really hope life will be so worry less
so much of care and love ....
money destroys relationship ....
deteriorate families ....
breaks friendship....
separate lovers....
kills earth...
and stop everything good between the bonds of all life .....

i can say this ad touch me deep into my heart.....
i can worry less about my life and live happily enjoying if it were true .....
but wake up and smell the coffee.....
same back to square 1 money makes the world goes round......
love brings us together united as one ......


it moved me i hope it moved you too....

before i end this post i want say I love you guys all my family, my bro and sis, my friends and every that i care for ....(when i still have the chance)


Luv,
~GiNo