Runaway....

when i walk down the street...the street is empty...
when call out a name...there's no sound...
not even the breeze...not even the rain....
it all seem so dark....before night fall

i thought there would be a call...
but there's nothing at all...
so this is my life...
i want to survive...

Please...please look at me...
i am by your side...
do you know i existed...
please...please understand me...
i am by your side
please come talk to me....please come talk to me

when walk down the shore...i thought found some ore's...
i thought had 3...but there is nothing for me...
there's not even the sand...not even one man
it all seem so dark... before sunset

i thought there would be a call...
but there's nothing at all...
so this is my life...
i want to survive...

Please...please look at me...
i am by your side...
do you know i existed...
please...please understand me...
i am by your side
please come talk to me....please come talk to me

i feel like a fool drowning in a pool thought i would be save...
but leaving me there as there is no one to care
i hate it when i am wrong...
i will always be strong...
but i am tired all along ....

as i wish to runaway....runaway....runaway from everything that people say
runaway... runaway... runaway from Hippocratic way



Luv,
~GiNo

HOT !

today's weather is so warm !!
felt like i am being barbecued alive in my room.....
i think by the time tomorrow comes i will be a piece of cake already
because have been oven baked alive in my room....
well past few weeks the weather was so cool ...
so conducive for sleeping...
but i was force to be awake to finish up my bloody assignment....
when i finally finish them the weather turn so warm....
stupid weather...
whats the different ??? i will still have sleepless nights donkey !!!
i just hope it will be colder tomorrow...
god bless me...





Luv,
~GiNo

WRONG

well i am so pissed off with everything lately...
nobody can help me....
and i dont even know how to go on....
its so hard....
assignment loads so much...
and my pocket is still running dry....
working will make my life more miserable !!
know why ???
because i am barred....
and donkey !!! my tutor said that my excuse is same old lame excuse !!!
so i started to question myself....
"is it my mistake that i was born poor ?"
sometime people said things without thinking....
that goes to lectures to....
when she said that i feel so lazy to even explain ... as i know whatever i say she will also think i am creating another to cover another lie that was created before....
so disappointed in them so shallow for someone that elder !



i am still searching by myself ...
searching for someone i can share my life with...
recently i feel i cant say anything to anyone !!!
friends ??
whats the definition ?
what does it mean ?

useful when needed ? when no longer have any value to be used anymore friends is just a trash ??
is that the deifintion ?
well i still dont know ?
sometimes being good doesnt have a good repayment !!!
maybe i was granted with something else....
i said before

a lot of people wanted to be like me....
but i want to be like everyone !!!

Luv,
~GiNo