Wednesday, March 9, 2011

TANGLED feelings !!!

final year project was like hell !!!

having sleepless nights and countless stress...
sigh ....

i certainly know the life of the creative line is like that... but...
how much to others know about our life....?
thats the question...

i am all my besties therapist...
i hear their cry for help... i help advice and nurture their weeping heart....
well not so great (hyper-balled)
i was basically just doing what a friend needs... someone to talk to and to hear them out....
at least my friends has someone....

sigh ... what about me ??? i thought i had someone....
but i seem to be expecting too much from that someone...
when i am sad and moody still nobody knows...
when i am moody i have to control afraid i might cause fights...
when i wanna share something i need to pick the correct timing....
what i am feeling who can tell ? as usual nobody ... i am a great actor at heart....
acted all the while.... i lay my mask down for someone...
but does that someone know about it....
i am such a nothing ....
i can't even let someone feel secure...
cant let someone understands me a little bit....

everyones wants me to hear them out ....
who wants to hear me out ??? WHO ???



feeling so complicated now like this tangled wire !!!



Luv,
~GiNo

2 comments:

Joyce said...

i know how u feel.
i can't help u much, but i'll still be here to support u..
just saying, if u ever really need someone, my door's open... and i'm sure many others are too, don't be disappointed... X)

-GiNo- said...

joyce T.T thanks i am touched ....
sometimes i just feel tired thats all but after a good night sleep i will kick off and start the games once again !!!
never give up !!!!