life is a bitch

ok inspired by the word "life is a pitch" i kinda change it a little hahaha
who cares.... people who really know me knows i am obnoxious....
i pick my nose, i fart in public, i say vulgar language, i talk loudly, i dun wear appropriately, i put legs up high, and i don't care much about my image

don't look at my face thinking that i am like all those goody to shoes hahaha
apparently i am not those kind of people....
so most likely there's a lot of people saying that he or she will be different talking craps and sucking up to me.....
but after meeting me and mingle with me or know me deeper....
they will eventually a gap will appear ....
dunno why but it happens.... disappointed after another promising they will be different hahaha
sweet talk hahahaha....

so people i talk trash sometimes... i am straight forward... i am annoying... i said things that people don't like to hear (which is the truth) i have not much real friends that i can really talk to i am not those fakers you get pretending to be good and back-stabbed you in the back
i am those who are not afraid to take sides...(hate those people who likes to stay neutral and not siding with anyone where's is your balls for guys and where is your dignity for girls)
if they are your friend just stand up and take sides.... that's what i call friendship....
if don't take sides then i know where you stand....
damn right i hate those neutral people...a bunch of wannabe good guy fakers...
well went to 3 yumcha session with friends....
1st its with the zoo friends, then with EJ and Hui Jun and after that some guy talk with the guys....
well talk about alot of things.... talk until now which is 7.11 exactly....
hahaha well really felt so much saliva used up hahaha...
well talking about life and how it sucks....
talking about love, sex, whores, relationships and whatever there is to talk about....
well life really was kinda sucky for me this pass few days where everything has been kind of boring and slow...
rain so much this few days and i look into the mirror to see how much i have grown up into....
i got more gray hair than my mom now.... i got wrinkles ... i have zits.... i have eye bag.... i lost weight.... i even lost my tummy.... i lost sanity....
well i almost lost everything.... but i havent lost 1 thing which is my memory....

all the sweet times and bad times is still freshly broiling in my bloody brain....
for me friendship is a very important part of my life
there are friends who will laugh with you but wont be there to sacrifice for you
there are friends who will laugh and go through the hard times with you sacrificing themselves....
well i am starting think and search through that memory of mine .....
are there any ???
well i have got the answers already.....
well some are hard to accept but what to do life is a bitch........


Luv,
~GiNo

The Famine !

well this is another catch up post
this talks about 30 Hours of Famine....

well this is an annual event sponsored by World Vision to support children from around the world from hunger and education....
well the tradition is those campers will have to puasa but they can drink water but not eating....
for 30 hours.....
so the entry fee for the camp will be by collecting donations for a minimum of 150 ringgit....
ps: honestly i think its kinda ripped off hahahaa

i volenteered myself as photographer in one the DIY camp conducted before proceeding to gargantuan countdown in Stadium Putra Bukit Jalil...
but due to the influenza A(H1N1) alot of precaution has to be made as they are handling with thousands of people ....
so antiseptic sprays, mask, and thermal check-up is done one by one which made the whole process a little bit slow....

it was a nice experience seeing all the people starving and achieving their goals after 30 hours ...
but all they did it was for a good cause...
although some may not be sincere though but whatever it is whoever really did it deserves a sign of respect a salute from me....
so people who didn't really famine themselves please .....
"put your pillow higher and think properly" its a Cantonese saying hahaha....
hopefully the next time you will be sincere .....


campers talking





campers combining strength to built homes with newspaper





Raeburn Ng curi ambil wan this gambar






this is also hasil Raeburn Ng





camp group pics from KKB kuku bird nope u got that wrong its Kuala Kubu Baru






outside waiting to be check my temperature







morning excercise





singing the famine anthem





people go crazy with A-Mei






3-2-1 yam seng... drink soya milk ......



this is my famine experience .......

and it really open my eyes....
on the how suffering those children were around the world....
every time i think i am suffering .... look at them they don't even have the chance to even start learn ... to make things worse they most of them are thrown out from school due to poverty.....
let us just appreciate what we have and those who needed it when we have the chance...
sincerely of course in our might .....




Luv,
~GiNo

Perfect....

went for the movies just now to watch "Orphan".....
ans saw this remarkable ad.....
i can say only a word i think this is the best thing on earth !!!

watch it for yourself



this Ad
is about life ....
its about love....
its about kindness .....
its about care ....
its a perfect world
a Utopia .....

how i wish the world like this exist..... i really hope life will be so worry less
so much of care and love ....
money destroys relationship ....
deteriorate families ....
breaks friendship....
separate lovers....
kills earth...
and stop everything good between the bonds of all life .....

i can say this ad touch me deep into my heart.....
i can worry less about my life and live happily enjoying if it were true .....
but wake up and smell the coffee.....
same back to square 1 money makes the world goes round......
love brings us together united as one ......


it moved me i hope it moved you too....

before i end this post i want say I love you guys all my family, my bro and sis, my friends and every that i care for ....(when i still have the chance)


Luv,
~GiNo

a cut or both ...

been trying to upload my flash game for whole day ....
but this stupid blogger seems to disabled all the freaking scripting i tried ....
damn.....
even though tried hosting my SWF files inserting Java but it don't seems to work ....
shoot....

so i figure out to post something instead ler...
post i what i left out in those busy weeks....

hair cut ...
this post is all about hair cut....
i finally decided to cut all my damn bangs away except for one side....
instead of looking like god damn old school bop hair
(people always tease me for my mushroom head)
geez whats with this people....

anyways heres how i look now .....

from this to that.....

wooo hoooo now my head felt so much lighter than before......


Luv,
~GiNo

Realize !

was kinda busy with all my assignments and projects and finally after 4 days 3 nights without sleep and 3 nights and 2 days without rest me n my team finally defeated all the lazy bones in ourselves and finished up our very own flash game for pre-scholers from age 3 and above....
so hope the kids will like our game....

sigh.... so tired these few days....

but after neglecting my blog so long i figure i should continue post something about what readers should not be missing in... this little chapter of my life....

I have recently did a campaign about the cleanliness of Malaysia...
its for our Creative Strategy for Advertising finals....
well we did a radio advertisement, a set of printed advertisement and a Public Service Advertisement....

i am the director for the PSA....
it was my 1st time directing something...
so i hope readers can gimme some comments about my PSA...
every sweat and blood counts as we have to overcome alot of obsacles like....

1) Casting manager failing to do her job....
so our Cast are very limited...

2) Time rundown not very clear and not strict enough by the producer me....

3) Continuity manager loosing a part of the continuity sheet....
(makes the editor havign a hard time editing)

4) traffic jams....

5) technical problem from the camera.....

6) main actress the aunty wants to go back early for her busy schedule....

7) Rushing Schedule as we have to shoot the PSA in a day time .... so time is not enough



and many more but those are just small cases ....
but all those obstacles with all the help of my teammates we manage to finish it ....
as leader of the group i would like to express my gratitude to teammates....
i apologize for all the harsh things i said ...
i dont mean to be pushy and choosy but its for the good of everyone hope you guys will forgive me.....
and thank to all the actors and actress involve ribuan terima kasih ku ucapkan.....


here is the little PSA to share with you guys ...
be sure to drop some comments ya thanx !!!
Realize ...


this is the main PSA realize.....


after a long day shooting Mr Raeburn Ng decided to do this....



ya the bloopers for the PSA hahahaha.....





hope you guys enjoy it !!

be sure to write down some comments ya !!
thank you ....



Luv,
GiNo

MY FM .... Anniversarry ...

well have been busy lately...
cant even stop and breath....
haven't stop to even think....
everything is like changing and evolving as time passes like a cyclone.... damn
i still have tonnes of post waiting t be post up....

well this post is about my lonely trip up to Genting....
well as usual i have to work to make a living...
well this time i am work as a personal assistant for Director Chiu from astro....
well my job basically is to look after the trophy of "My Astro Zhi Jun Liu Hang Bang'S" trophy
(to be exact i am the security guard) ok whatever that is....

this how the award looks like.....


well here comes the good part.... i went up there already 5 o'clock then work until 7 o'clock....
go makan with Director Chiu ... then masuk to the arena of star to watch the MYFM 11th anniversary 2009.... the worse thing....is... i am working alone i don't know where to go or where to sit... as Director Chiu said i do whatever i like lar.... although i have the passes to do so but still awkward as i don't have anything to do anymore....
then the whole arena is packed ....
i was thinking what am i gonna do....
i don't have anyone to ask .... coz Director Chiu ask me to do whatever i want..

so to be independent i walk around like working in the arena hahahahaha
but actually i am not hahahaha.....
then later on i walk to the VIP area to have my sit...
well there is no other place to sit anymore.....

PS: due to this work i can't go to MTV's big gig called MTV world stage.....
well kinda upset but.... never mind i can still live with that


ending....




a part where it snowed




me =)

at 8:14 u can see me sitting there watching....


well after the whole show.....

Director Chiu have to attend the press conference and i am on my own....
i wonder around with nobody.....
felt so lonely and cold......
i am walking alone wandering around Genting.....
i see everyone is with friends there only me which is alone.... =( sad ....

i took out my phone and started to sms people d.....
but no respond only EJ replied... after a few sms oso tak ada d.... again wondering.....
but i again i was saved.... but this time by Vernon.... but he seems like busy with his stuff....
so i tell him Director Chiu coming d.... lol....
again alone deng.......!!! but was very lucky met Alex and GF, Myers and Edison...
but nothing to talk.... dunno what are this lecturers talking about.... so its back to square 1...
then there like a ding dong for sometime d..... finally Director Chiu is going back ....
phew .... reach home in the morning argh....
then monday uni and assignments again....

daily routine....

gonna post all the rest of my life soon.... after this friday....

Luv,
GiNo