Tuesday, August 18, 2009

am i ???

well emonity still has his clutches on me
i can seem to swing of this feelings
i haven't been eating well ... no appetite and feeling noxious
i haven't been sleeping well too insomnia ...
i don't know what is going on with me....
semester is coming to an end
3 final assignment in 1 week time....
i think i might just pay a visit to tanjung rambutan before no time ...
well recently i feel like i am taken for granted
always.... dunno why all my best friends seems so far ...
they don't seem to realize what i am into
well i am going further and further into a journey of no return...

i am having alot of thinking and glimpse of images in my mind whenever i am alone...
thats why felt lonely like almost every time ....
so to tell you the truth i am aging like nobodies business
my gray hair is sprouting and growing in a very fast rate ....
eye bags are coming back ....
i am starting to loose my weight again....

a bunch shit i am in right now....
just hope that i can just runaway from every single thing on earth....
i just wanna shout right now.......

1 comment:

RiNaJ said...

Be positive lar..bro..
not ur style of living ur life..
where's the gino who always face problems positively?
find the solution not staying inside the problem..
this is not u...
please treat urself good and well for the sake of ur mom..she'll be sad when she c u getting thinner and thinner..
if u think everything couldn't make u happy..then u'll stay unhappy..
when u passed thru all the hardtimes..u'll see the exit..
be tough n make urself happy..
=D gambate!!!!!

Luv,
ur kakak..