Coz I had a bad day !

today is the most miserable yet horrible day ...

as today i was suppose to finish my backdrop phase 2 but end up use to much cement d...
then the whole job tergendala...
so everything has to be put at hold !!!
so tomorrow i have to finish it up ...
sigh very tiring ler...

then later on was suppose to go clubbing at maiason
its "Kent" the cigarette's party !!
so got free flow of vodka and chivas ....
but we were too late by the time went up ...
the open bar has been close...
so whats their excuse ?
no more free flow after 12...
kinda potong stim abit !!
well so continue dancing below at the platform ...
but without the alcohol to charge up the adrenaline ...
so without the kick of a booz everything seems to be missing...
mood spoiler...

proceeded to TBR later on for supper ...
end up the other car got lost....
EJ said she forget then suddenly remembered !!
kinda cheesy ...
mood spoiler ....

after eating was about to go home ...
the car is running out of fuel so i said "no more gas d"
then my ever so polite roommate said wind down the window to save fuel ...
but i felt its kinda dangerous so i ask her wind it up ...
and here comes the issue ... when she suddenly yelled at me
and then i was yelling and "F" words starting to emerge then not forgetting the classic hokkien dialect "C" word ....
i felt kinda been used ...
i was always taken for granted
that is why ... i didn't get the respect i should have ...
its kinda sad though... even though i did whatever i can already
but it seems i am always taken for granted ...
sometimes i purposely acted to stupid so i can at least be at peace and avoid these problems at least for awhile its enough !!!
i dunno whether i am stupid or what ....
i always let the opposite sex taken me for granted...
and it happens when its seems our relationship grew better ...
starting with Jasmine ... and now...
frustrating...
at least speaking out makes me feel better !!!
yet still have a little feeling of unappreciated ...
hope i will get over it ...soon ..

Luv,
~GiNo