The Misconception Rhapsody

Tired.....
of being all alone.....
i am fighting for something....
which still have still no return....
tired.....
of fighting all alone....
but i kept telling myself i am not....
what a big fat lie...
tired.....
i kept telling.....
i always knew you....
but seems like i was wrong
tired...
of lieing to myself....
that you are the same old you....
people change ....
tired...
i always thought you are perfect....
as now you turn out to be ....
nothing but a hipocrit....
tired....
of trying to be smart ....
of giving what i had....
and nothing in return....
tired....
of thinking you care for me....
but you werent there...
when i needed you....
tired...
of waiting for ur sms.....
a sign of concern when i am sick....
waited ...... not even a how are you....
tired....
of being the one to the initiative...
as i am stupid to do so.....
as i hate those eye which less sincerity.....
tired....
of telling myself i am important in your heart....
but seems like the importance....
is elsewhere.....
tired....
of being lonely....
awaiting for the rain to drop....
in land ruin by drought.....
well its time....
to let go ....
be a new person....
hope we dont cross path again.....

Luv,
~GiNo