Graduation !

looks like 4 years of university is finally gonna be over....

the days that i fear so much has finally come....

i can remember how much fear i went through when i left high school....

the feeling is coming back again....

and this time the feeling is stronger.....

within this four years i have met a lot of people.....

all heights and colors .....

but we will soon depart to our different journey in life..............

the people i will miss the most will be Zoo Fwenz...

you guys have been there for me all these time....

i know i wont find any people like you anywhere else.....

i remember it very clearly up till today how we met ...

its still so clear in my mind.....

from how we come together from all the different walks of life.....

how we grow fonder by photography assignments, how we travel together to places,

how we celebrate birthdays...

how we go outings...

how we won competition...

how we get tired together...

we shared smiles, laughter, tears and anger but we still come back to this one big happy family...

its a shame time pass me by so fast...

the moment i fear all this while has finally arrived...

all my bestiest will be having their own life....

walking their own path... i wonder when will it be the time we all will cross path once again like this wonderful 3 years of degree together...

i really would like to thank you guys for going through my foul mouth with me...

how i bully some of you... how i tease you guys...

how you guys are there for me ... the phone the present you guys gave me i will keep it always in my heart i appreciate it alot...

i truely believe our journey does not end here....

we will be meeting up alot talking about our working life....

sharing experience together wont we ???

i hope it wont get lesser and lesser as time passes as we are one

zoo fwenz forever...

i love you guys

happy graduation guys

Luv,

~GiNo

SUCKER PUNCH

well i have recently watch this awesome movie from Zack Snyder and Steve Shibuya...

creators of 300 and Watchmen

bringing us into the fantasy of a girls wildest mind

depicting friendship, escape, actions, sex, and reality with alot of symbolic issues....

well i find alot of people don't quite like it...

well people don't quite like Watchmen too

which was their previous movie...

well i find that this kind of movie breaks

the norms of a kick ass Chick flick....

its something worth while to watch if you like artsie movie's

if not then don't bother you might just think its a waste of time and money ...

gamers... fantasy... action... thrilling... and artsie people

should definitely watch this the motion graphics is awesome with the colors and the shots beautifully placed making it simply irresistible to recommend it to my fellow friends and readers... well if graphics and motiongraphers watch this its awesome.

here is some taste of what to come....

Feudal warriors......

Trenches....

Dragon....

Distant Planet

Sucker Punch.....

Enjoy

Love,

~GiNo

a few months ago this date 27th of every month marks the start of an endless peril bound within me...

but this is the 1st time ever 27th i feel free

as how wonderful life is now you're in the world

this is YOUR song ....<3

i hope you don't mind i put down in words....

How wonderful life is now you're in the world....

a toast for a wonderful one month for you and me ... and years to come ...

a warm dedication to you ...

YOUR SONG

My gift is my song
And this one's for you
And you can tell everybody
That this is your song
It maybe quite simple
But now that it's done
Hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind
That I put down in words
How wonderful life is now you're in the world

Sat on the roof
And I kicked off the moss
Well some of the verses well
They got me quite cross
But the sun's been kind
While I wrote this song
It's for people like you that
Keep it turned on

So excuse me for forgetting
But these things I do
You see I've forgotten
If they're green or they're blue
Anyway the thing is what I really mean
Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen

And you can tell everybody
This is your song
It may be quite simple
But now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words

How wonderful life is now you're in the world
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is now you're in the world

luv,

~GiNo

TANGLED feelings !!!

final year project was like hell !!!

having sleepless nights and countless stress...

sigh ....

i certainly know the life of the creative line is like that... but...

how much to others know about our life....?

thats the question...

i am all my besties therapist...

i hear their cry for help... i help advice and nurture their weeping heart....

well not so great (hyper-balled)

i was basically just doing what a friend needs... someone to talk to and to hear them out....

at least my friends has someone....

sigh ... what about me ??? i thought i had someone....

but i seem to be expecting too much from that someone...

when i am sad and moody still nobody knows...

when i am moody i have to control afraid i might cause fights...

when i wanna share something i need to pick the correct timing....

what i am feeling who can tell ? as usual nobody ... i am a great actor at heart....

acted all the while.... i lay my mask down for someone...

but does that someone know about it....

i am such a nothing ....

i can't even let someone feel secure...

cant let someone understands me a little bit....

everyones wants me to hear them out ....

who wants to hear me out ??? WHO ???

feeling so complicated now like this tangled wire !!!

Luv,

~GiNo

This is It !!!

Currently I have been so caught up with Final Year Project....

hardly had time for anything sorry to neglect my blog so long....

well people always say a good girl friend is someone that influence their other half to be good and excel in their undergoing...

previously i have been through damnest road in my life...

caught in a triangle of wrong...

people hates me... friends thinks i am wrong... friends dont support... studies going down the drain... emotionally unstable... the whole world went upside down....

so many things i can't say nor tell ... when i need to say something there was no one... not even blog it out... i was so bound in to that damn relationship....

the day was dark everyday to me... there was no smile... there was no peace... there was no sweet dreams... there was no good night sleep...

suddenly sunshine came in..... you're hand came in and pull me out from this oblivion....

well i was glad that i console a friend in need...

i never knew you're the one...

its been awhile we know each other but never thought you would be my saviour...

thanks for coming into my life...

bringing me out of this mess... you're the one thats have influence me to be good....

all the things turn wayward up now...

smile filled my face... my life is not filled with guilt no more...

now my design is going better and my studies is not all haywired....

you are my savior i am glad its 27th i ask you.... and now i am so happy now....

so motivated in doing anything... you're like my energy booster....

thank you for coming into my life at the right moment....

love is like a knot....

its a beautiful mess....

thanks for bringing me into the mess together....

Luv,

~GiNo

What Can i Do ???

well people may think my life is beautiful...

but those who are close with me knows my life is nothing but a living nightmare...

there is so many people pursuing me in search for happiness...

but i chose someone else which turn so many people down in disappointment ...

its not perfect happiness for me...

but i have heard one of my seniors say

everybody wants to be happy but no ones wants to feel pain,

but how do we get a rainbow if there was no rain

well i now i know that ... feelings are so uncontrollable is something beyond you and me...

so what can i do... really what can i do...

hope you enjoy the song....

Luv,

~GiNo

Friends To Stay...

I finally reach Penang for Chinese New Year....

I never missed my home before in my whole life ....

i was looking forward to go home starting from 16....

felt so lonely ... when family is around i feel so comfortable ... from young when i cry i will run to mommy when i grow up mommy is still like my shelter ...

the beginning of this perfect friendship

then was in my room in the afternoon i look back on all the pictures of my friends....

i suddenly cried... like now writing this i cant help it but my tears flow right down to my cheeks....

i don't know why since when i have become such a looser and sentimental...

after the gathering yesterday i felt so scared of departing from each other...

we will be graduating so soon... life we had together won't cross that often anymore...

so i chose to enjoy myself to the max with them ... my fellow zoo frenz ...

(PS : i was ballistic last night)

everyone seems to be so much in my life already ...

they are so much more than just best friends they have already become my family...

when i am so down with lousy love life... you guys are always the elevator up...

i know you guys can't help.. i know... but standing behind my back is good enough... i really apreciated it... cross my heart

we even won the MYC mag snapshot contest

a not so wonderful hotel but spending with the right people the place felt very warmth and perfect...

so many things we have been through.... laughter, sadness, excitement, adventure together....

we quarrel, we yelled at each other, we have different thoughts but most of all we had each other... although by the time we graduated and started working we would could afford to go wherever we want but it doesn't matter where the place is but it is who you go with and spend the moments that matters....

i don't know when we will had such craziness again... after we left our separate ways

i miss you guys now ...

Zoo Frenz Forever ...

i am so fucking emotional right now... my eyes is so swollen now...

I LOVE YOU GUYS

Happy Chinese New Year....

I wish everyone will be happy in this year to come ....

jump together to the future as this is the beginning not the end

Luv,

~GiNo